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[Dec. 29th, 2009|03:07 pm] |
this boy who ive been texting for awhile about hanging out and i finally made plans to hang out tonight and i really thought he was intersted and we were texting back and forth for the past two days about it. today is the day and he texted me this morning to say he couldnt make it because of his grandfather being in the hospital. i know that this is definatly a reason to cancel but i dont know why i feel like he just doesnt want to hang out with me. he seems like a honest guy and if he was gonna blow me off i dont think this would be the excuse but i just feel it. if he is lieing then its not worth it.if he is lieing then what the fuck maybe this is why i settle and just stayed with someone instead of try to find something better because all this wierd dating shit is hardddddd. arghhhh im really frustrated right now and sad and i have this fucking banana cream pie in my fridge that i made for this guy!!!
lame.lame.lame.lame.lame.lame.
at least i have my girl.
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